all of you who have read my message and commented
(and messaged me), thank you.
truth is, yes i am in a bad place, really the last 18 months,
particularly these last weeks. really it's about my mental health
and my physical health...they seem to inter-relate - w/out going into
overbearing detail, i came home from hospital today after 2 weeks
and just trying to find some solid ground.
i've had no reply from the mods and in a way i think
i'm glad. i don't really want to leave here. sometimes my emotions
and sadness overwhelm me.
my solid ground - a big piece of it - is actually here.
when i go overboard i tend to burn bridges and now, at 50
and really, living as a hermit, i can't afford to burn many more,
especially this bridge here
that keeps me connected to lovely people like you guys and gals.
thank you folks.
love xo